impatient

I want my outside to match my insides. I want my real life to feel as awesome as my dreams. I want more friends, and mentors, and a boyfriend/husband and kids. I want a career, and a home -- whatever that ends up looking like, so long as it feels like home to me. And I want a dog, too. I want a full life. And I know I can get it. I need some patience. And some help. And some love; lots of love.